9/19/09- Randomness

Well, I slept for crap last night. My movie marathon combined with the party above my room gave me a migraine, so I definitely saw 6am come by. Grrrr... I dislike being so disoriented in my sleep habits. I think it is time for some Tylenol PM in my life, or Unisom or something. I need to sleep like a human being and not like a Vampire. I have always had trouble sleeping on a 'normal' schedule, ever since I was little. My brother tells me this is because when we picked our rooms in our Lafayette, IN house he picked the one with morning sun, and I picked the one with evening sun and since the age of 5 have been slowly but surely turning more and more into a Vampire. Bummer deal... Whatever the root cause, the older I get the harder it wears on me. I frequently forget things I do because I am usually functioning while incredibly overtired. I tend to fight sleep like a toddler too, as I hate the idea that I might miss out on something while I sleep. I try to burn both ends, but usually end up cashing out for an embarrassingly long period of time when I finally hit the point of no-function. Before I moved it was never a big deal, I worked til super late, came home, vegged out, and passed out. Woke up in the morning and went back to work. I used my two days off a week to catch up on sleep and house-stuff. Not having a job, I feel little motivation to haul my buns out of bed in the morning these days. I sleep til super late and stay up half the next night, but last night was ridiculous. Something has to give, I cannot keep doing this to my mind or my body. I know getting a job will help, but until said job occurs, I have to make some changes.
That being said, once I did wake up today, I had nada to really do. Ini was back downtown taking care of his business stuffs so I was flying solo. When in doubt... wander.
I headed back down to 125th to wander through the same stores I had gone through yesterday. Didnt buy anything, just tried stuff on and window shopped. Overall a pretty boring day. Revamped my resume again, this time gearing a version especially for nannying. Not too much else to add... Can't wait for tomorrow... Ini and I are hanging out all day long! I need some good quality conversation and human interaction :)